Things are not going on well since this morning... Woke up at 6am; went to hospital with my grandpa for his health check while my mind wasn't really working because of the cold I caught yesterday. Dealing with different issues until 10:30, got back home after 11:00 and found that the cold is getting worse... Briefly reported what happened in the hospital, and went back to sleep at 12... Woke up after 3:30, couldn't think at all...Stoned for hours and later realized just missed the call... Worrying about lots of things that I can't help much... Didn't feel like doing anything except playing piano... And I can't make it produce the music I wanted. Feeling pretty bad now... I hate getting sick!!!